HAPPY EASTER...

HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE!!! Jesus has risen indeed! :]

Time to celebrate it with the familia. Theme of the night is "Italian", so it should be interesting... Hahaha. I've been spending time with the whole family for the past few days, and it's been nice. I'm lucky to have a good family, especially one that's funny.

I visited my grandpa's grave yesterday with the family since it's "that time of the year", Ching Ming. It was somewhat emotional just because I can't believe he's been gone for almost 2 years now. Even though I wasn't really close to him, he still found ways to make me feel special... such as singling me out to fill the stack of red envelopes... Haha. When I stood there, I was reflecting and seeing how it was covered with the most flowers. There were so many that we had to get a little flower box and put the extras on another family member's. My grandma even put his favorite in the bouquets. We are still thinking of him and miss him a lot. Love you, 公公.

I've been torn and confused, but God will light the way. Thanks to everyone who I've talked to. I love you!

SPRING BREAK...

I'm SO excited that it's Spring Break!!!! It is much needed even though I'm not doing too much.

Vegas in about 3 weeks!!! I'm cannot wait!

Song of the moment: Ne-Yo - Fix Me Up
"...I got a sickness boy only your love can heal
Baby come and fix me up
My medicine you and only you for real
Baby come and fix me up..."

The sunshine is coming out more often, and I absolutely love it.

My symbolic picture --> I sometimes feel trapped and can't get out.

cough...

I've been coughing for about three weeks. Not cool at all!!! I just want to get better already!

It's been kind of hectic lately with school, Aphio, MAAD, and life. I'm just trying to enjoy every minute that I can and live my life to its fullest.
This was from Val's bridal shower, which was yesterday. About 7 years ago, all of our families took a cruise to Alaska. Good times.

I took Tiffo to Princess Project yesterday for her prom dress. I can't believe how fast time is flying by! We are all growing up; it's kind of scary. I wish time would freeze.

My stomach is in knots. So much to do and must stop procrastinating.

Oh yea! I have a lovely Grand-Little now. :] Who knew that it'd be Connie? Hahah. Oh how things work out. It's so exciting. I can't believe that it's been a year since my own pledging experience. The Royal Delta Line just keeps growing. :]

rain rain...

Rain, rain, go away. DON'T come back another day...

It's so cold... not fun. :(

What do you do when someone just doesn't seem to understand? You can only be so supportive and comforting until they do the same thing again.

I thought I had until April to do my study abroad application, but apparently I only have until Mar. 1. I should have started it earlier, but I didn't know! Ahh... I don't want to regret not going just because I missed the deadline. I hope I can do it! :]

I hate how some guys are so forceful and treat us girls like puppets. They are stupid retards.

breathe...

There's so much going on that it's hard to just stop and breathe sometimes...

Do you ever feel like everyone in the world is just ignoring you?

What a week it has been.

Getaway..............

vegas, baby...

LAS VEGAS, NV with those Vdara girls. It was a trip I'll never forget. It was my first time going being "legal" and without my parents. AMAZING! There were way too many creepy jerks, but they just add to our stories.

In a way it was a bittersweet trip because I knew that once it was over, that meant that my Big was going to leave sooner. :[ I'll miss that crazy girl.

I'm ready for another year of adventures!!! I already conquered some fears like driving on the freeway, especially to Davis!

2010...

WOW! The year went by sooo fast, and I haven't blogged in ages.

Winter Break is pretty relaxing so far; I love it. Anything is better than school for sure!

Plans:
- Santa Clara (1/5)
- Davis (1/7)
- Las Vegas (1/9-12)
- Santa Cruz (1/15-17)
- Lake Tahoe (1/20-22)

Can't wait for all the adventures to come!! :]

People have been asking what my resolution is, but I really don't have one. If anything, I just want to keep in touch with people more.

2010 will be a big year; I can feel it.

Graduation?? It's scary to think about.