Decisions...

Where to go? What to do?
I honestly don't know what to do. It's time to let go and let God.

I'm applying for the summer program at NABA in Milan, Italy, but of course it's not guaranteed. It'd be amazing to spend a month in Milan, but it doesn't come cheap.

OR

I need to find an internship this summer or a job because I need money and experience!!! I'm graduating at the end of this year, and I don't know what I'm going to do yet.

Why must we make such hard life choices?