Wednesday, May 19, 2010

Church...

It's weird because I used to be super involved in church; I would be there all the time just doing something or helping at some event. If I wasn't at home or out with friends, I'd be there just doing whatever. I think it got to the point where I just stopped and stepped back because I was so overwhelmed from helping out so much. Now that I'm rarely there, I feel like the outsider looking in; there are all these new kids that I've never seen and they don't know who I am either. I miss our old Peace/Trinity fellowships with live band. I don't think I have ever been this disconnected. I am there for Sunday worship every week, but I don't really connect with anyone anymore. I used to only hang out with my church friends, but now I have been exposed to new people and friends. I think I just need to reconnect with God because I feel so lost with where I am in life and what I want.

"God will make a way when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see. He will make a way for ME."

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