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Backstreet Boys...

You have no idea how long I have waited to go to a Backstreet Boys concert. No joke at all. Dream come true! Ahhhh!!! They were amazing! They are seriously good performers and can put on a good show. :) I think my heart melted as soon as I heard the oldies, especially my favorite song, "As Long As You Love Me". *sigh* Brian Littrell & Nick Carter will always be my favorites. Haha. "The thumbs" of the Backstreet Boys. I'm glad I got to experience with my DPIC group. Love them!

I'm still trying to figure out why boy bands make me so happy. I really think it's the nostalgic feeling of when I was 9 years old and all the music just had that good vibe. Who knows? At least I know of something that can calm me down and put me in a good mood! :)

life lessons...

Whenever someone asks me if I have any regrets in life, I usually say that I don't because any mistakes I've made or things I've experienced have made me the person I am today, and I have been able to learn lessons from them. I can say that there are things I wish I hadn't done, but what's done is done, and the only think I can do is learn from it. I feel stupid for overlooking the right thing that has been right in front of me, but I know now definitely what NOT to do. I have learned to not take anyone for granted.

This year seems to have been a roller-coaster of emotions so far. There have been a lot of happy moments along with the bad/sad. I have gotten close to a lot of different people and opened up. I like to think that I really have been following my "resolution" of not letting fear stop me from doing things I want. My determination has been allowing me to achieve goals and get over fears. A year ago today I would have still been terrified to drive on the freeway, but I have slowly gotten over it. :)

God certainly does work in mysterious ways.

Things to look forward to:
Val's Wedding: Today
Backstreet Boys concert: Sunday (UMM LIFELONG DREAM FULFILLED?!?)
Volleyball!

sun...

I love the sun!!! It makes me so happy just to see bright blue skies with warm weather. :] I love being able to frolic around SF and seeing all the different scenery.

I'm ready for more adventures!!!

I can't believe so many of my friends have graduated from college already. 4 years of college really went by quickly. Congratulations to the Class of 2010!!!

thick & thin...

You know a friendship is strong when it survives the different tests and trials.

All I can say is that I have learned and am prioritizing. I've been a fool, but now I see clearly.

empty...

Have you ever gotten that feeling where you're just walking blindly through life and just feeling empty? It's like something's missing, but the feeling eventually just goes away.

Live. Love. Laugh...

Cherish every moment.

4 years later...

Congratulations to the Class of 2010!! :] Especially to my Aphio loves!!!!

I really can't believe 4 years has gone by since high school!! SO much has changed. Definitely not a child anymore

It does suck that I will be ending in the Fall and not a Spring semester. That means I'll be returning Spring 2011 for Commencement. -__- Oh well.

SUMMER IS HERE!!! I have to find a job because I am broke and have absolutely no plans. So productive, right?

Bruno Mars - "Count on Me"

And it's over...

Good-bye, spring semester!!! Hello, summer! :]

There are lots of things to look forward too, but I just need to make some money!!! I can't wait to just hang out with friends and just do whatever we feel like doing. Yayyyy

Church...

It's weird because I used to be super involved in church; I would be there all the time just doing something or helping at some event. If I wasn't at home or out with friends, I'd be there just doing whatever. I think it got to the point where I just stopped and stepped back because I was so overwhelmed from helping out so much. Now that I'm rarely there, I feel like the outsider looking in; there are all these new kids that I've never seen and they don't know who I am either. I miss our old Peace/Trinity fellowships with live band. I don't think I have ever been this disconnected. I am there for Sunday worship every week, but I don't really connect with anyone anymore. I used to only hang out with my church friends, but now I have been exposed to new people and friends. I think I just need to reconnect with God because I feel so lost with where I am in life and what I want.

"God will make a way when there seems to be no way. He works in ways we cannot see. He will make a way for ME."

Job...

Must find a job!!!!!!! I have no idea what I'll be doing this summer, but I cannot just sleep and sit around at home for sure!!!

Good times...

Let the good times roll...

SO ready for summer vacation!!! :] If only we had better weather...

Another semester...

Another semester has gone by already. It's crazy how fast time flies. One more semester, and them I'm graduating? I can't believe it!

Gotta get through these two weeks!!! Then it's FREEDOM & PLAYTIME! :] I must find a job though. Ahghjdsfajsldfjsladjfklsdf.

I really wish money wasn't so important and that it just grew on trees. I have better things to worry about than finances...

Friends. Love them through thick and thin.

I never thought my life would be SO different after one year. 21 is definitely a magic number. It's been a fun rollercoaster, and I have been able to challenge myself. I have taken my motto for the year to heart: Don't let fear be the enemy.

In progress: http://kathyyylee.weebly.com/portfolio.html

WTH?...

Sick of this. It's a bunch of bs.

What...

Someone please tell me what's going on? Tired of all this crap.

Two more weeks of school. Let's do it!

Planning...

My summer plans are wide open as of now since I am not going to Milan anymore. As much as I'd like to go, I somewhat had a change of heart and it's just way too expensive for one month. I will definitely go there one day for vacation though!!

School is almost over!! I can't believe it!! Then I only have one semester left. It's scary how time flies.

Must find a job!!! I'm soooo broke; it's not even funny. -___-

Banquet & Activation are this Saturday!! I'm so excited!
I'M SOOOOOO PROUD OF MY GRAND LITTLE, CONNIE CHEUNG, FOR MAKING IT THROUGH!!! :] :] :]

Decisions...

Where to go? What to do?
I honestly don't know what to do. It's time to let go and let God.

I'm applying for the summer program at NABA in Milan, Italy, but of course it's not guaranteed. It'd be amazing to spend a month in Milan, but it doesn't come cheap.

OR

I need to find an internship this summer or a job because I need money and experience!!! I'm graduating at the end of this year, and I don't know what I'm going to do yet.

Why must we make such hard life choices?

HAH...

I love my Buttercup and our random conversations.

xxmostangelic1xx (10:04:46 PM): LOL someone's license plate frame had "i brake for teddy bears"
xxmostangelic1xx (10:04:56 PM): judging!
sushistarlove (10:12:29 PM): hahaha
sushistarlove (10:12:31 PM): whoaa!
sushistarlove (10:12:32 PM): lol
xxmostangelic1xx (10:13:01 PM): it was an old person's car
xxmostangelic1xx (10:13:02 PM): hahaha
xxmostangelic1xx (10:13:03 PM): they were slow
sushistarlove (10:13:07 PM): hahahha
sushistarlove (10:13:16 PM): too busy lookin for teddy bears i guess
sushistarlove (10:13:17 PM): hahah
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xxmostangelic1xx (1:18:30 AM): i loved vdara though
sushistarlove (1:18:30 AM): i loved vdara tho
sushistarlove (1:18:33 AM): hahahhahahhaa
xxmostangelic1xx (1:18:33 AM): hhahahaha
xxmostangelic1xx (1:18:37 AM): stop reading my thoughts!

HAPPY EASTER...

HAPPY EASTER TO EVERYONE!!! Jesus has risen indeed! :]

Time to celebrate it with the familia. Theme of the night is "Italian", so it should be interesting... Hahaha. I've been spending time with the whole family for the past few days, and it's been nice. I'm lucky to have a good family, especially one that's funny.

I visited my grandpa's grave yesterday with the family since it's "that time of the year", Ching Ming. It was somewhat emotional just because I can't believe he's been gone for almost 2 years now. Even though I wasn't really close to him, he still found ways to make me feel special... such as singling me out to fill the stack of red envelopes... Haha. When I stood there, I was reflecting and seeing how it was covered with the most flowers. There were so many that we had to get a little flower box and put the extras on another family member's. My grandma even put his favorite in the bouquets. We are still thinking of him and miss him a lot. Love you, 公公.

I've been torn and confused, but God will light the way. Thanks to everyone who I've talked to. I love you!

SPRING BREAK...

I'm SO excited that it's Spring Break!!!! It is much needed even though I'm not doing too much.

Vegas in about 3 weeks!!! I'm cannot wait!

Song of the moment: Ne-Yo - Fix Me Up
"...I got a sickness boy only your love can heal
Baby come and fix me up
My medicine you and only you for real
Baby come and fix me up..."

The sunshine is coming out more often, and I absolutely love it.

My symbolic picture --> I sometimes feel trapped and can't get out.

cough...

I've been coughing for about three weeks. Not cool at all!!! I just want to get better already!

It's been kind of hectic lately with school, Aphio, MAAD, and life. I'm just trying to enjoy every minute that I can and live my life to its fullest.
This was from Val's bridal shower, which was yesterday. About 7 years ago, all of our families took a cruise to Alaska. Good times.

I took Tiffo to Princess Project yesterday for her prom dress. I can't believe how fast time is flying by! We are all growing up; it's kind of scary. I wish time would freeze.

My stomach is in knots. So much to do and must stop procrastinating.

Oh yea! I have a lovely Grand-Little now. :] Who knew that it'd be Connie? Hahah. Oh how things work out. It's so exciting. I can't believe that it's been a year since my own pledging experience. The Royal Delta Line just keeps growing. :]

rain rain...

Rain, rain, go away. DON'T come back another day...

It's so cold... not fun. :(

What do you do when someone just doesn't seem to understand? You can only be so supportive and comforting until they do the same thing again.

I thought I had until April to do my study abroad application, but apparently I only have until Mar. 1. I should have started it earlier, but I didn't know! Ahh... I don't want to regret not going just because I missed the deadline. I hope I can do it! :]

I hate how some guys are so forceful and treat us girls like puppets. They are stupid retards.

breathe...

There's so much going on that it's hard to just stop and breathe sometimes...

Do you ever feel like everyone in the world is just ignoring you?

What a week it has been.

Getaway..............

vegas, baby...

LAS VEGAS, NV with those Vdara girls. It was a trip I'll never forget. It was my first time going being "legal" and without my parents. AMAZING! There were way too many creepy jerks, but they just add to our stories.

In a way it was a bittersweet trip because I knew that once it was over, that meant that my Big was going to leave sooner. :[ I'll miss that crazy girl.

I'm ready for another year of adventures!!! I already conquered some fears like driving on the freeway, especially to Davis!

2010...

WOW! The year went by sooo fast, and I haven't blogged in ages.

Winter Break is pretty relaxing so far; I love it. Anything is better than school for sure!

Plans:
- Santa Clara (1/5)
- Davis (1/7)
- Las Vegas (1/9-12)
- Santa Cruz (1/15-17)
- Lake Tahoe (1/20-22)

Can't wait for all the adventures to come!! :]

People have been asking what my resolution is, but I really don't have one. If anything, I just want to keep in touch with people more.

2010 will be a big year; I can feel it.

Graduation?? It's scary to think about.